_fairyland_
7/01/2006 09:20:00 PM
school has only started for a week yet i am already very tired.i really did not expect myself to tire so quickly.sigh.term 3 is really gonna be very hectic.i reach home everyday at around 7pm and have to spend 1 long hour on transport...i am beginning to feel so sick but only 1 week has passed! x( how am i going to endure the rest of the term?ahhhh.
the road that stretches from the mrt station to my house seems so long and lonely everyday.the journey home everyday when i am alone seems so sad too.when i am alone,i am so capable of getting depressed because all the things that keep going through my head.i wanna divert my attention but to what?so now,i am kinda afriad to be without people. x( at least i will laugh,at least i won't think so much whhen there are people around me.sigh.
walking down this long and lonely road
which was once a happier journey,
what will i encounter?
i will never know.
but i still hope for the best,
please don't disappoiont me.
i know i can still stand tall,
if i give all i've got.
so take me away from this lonely and sad place...
[i actually have a tune for this "song".hahahaha.]
i don't mind letting everyone know how lousy i am.i know some of them will stand by me,some won't even care,and there will be some who look down on me but i won't bother myself with them.but i am very bothered with how u look at me.it is as if i totally cannot hold my head high in front of u.i wonder if u look down on me.i don't know if i am on the right track anymore.perhaps if there is a distance between us,i will feel better?perhaps u will stand tall without me around?perhaps if everything ends here,the sadness of separation at the end will be lesser?
i am sorry...but i do have these thoughts...
_fairyland_
7/01/2006 12:08:00 PM
