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11/29/2005 10:47:00 PM
here i m...online.so i tot juz update smth since 1 wk plus nv update le...budden i dun hav much to pen dwn.. x/ oh well...shall crap anyhw...
so i suppose everything is settled nw.decision is done...gone is e past,my past...i m gonna embrace smth new...a new phase of my life... x)
i duno wad to feel anymore...
sometimes it juz feel great...
yet times like now,its sooo fcuk up!
n i juz dislike myself NOW!!!where m i???!!!
11/27/2005 03:11:00 PM
today did cip at ttsh den wen to hav lunch n did one phy assignment.lolx.at least smth done la.den wen hm for abt 1hr den wen out again wif mum n sis to met dad.lolx.i m kinda out e whole day? xP i edited some photos in my hp.den e photo of my parents was nicely done! =D n i send it to my dad n he set tat as his hp's wallpaper.heex.nice nice! xD
where is the fighting spirit???
haix.i duno.perhaps a part of me wants to go back.i noe e consequence of goin back but y i stil tink of goin back?i cant figure myself out.i m veri ironic.hate times like tis.e feelin suck!arghx.
r u afraid of me?angry at me?i duno.but i sense things hav changed a little...
mayb its nt so confusin as i tink it is but i confuse myself?or is it so confusin?mayb i juz tryin to tink deeper so tat e outcome will b rite?
tink i confusin ppl too.sry... x/
11/12/2005 10:45:00 PM
todae last day of xtra lessons!so happi can.heex.den miss ho gettin married on 3rd dec.she invite our class to her church wedding. xD on her invitation card was a small photo of her n her husband-to-be.miss ho was like damn pretty la!!!so diff frm her normal self in sch.pretty bride. xD yeah...aft lesson,we went eat lunch n watch "the exorcism of emil rose"...haha.its a horror movie but...like for most of e time...i wasnt frightned.wahaha.feel tat i m so brave. xP lolx.den some's reaction were cute loh.hee.haha. xD fun fun...budden smth v dumb spoiled a bit of my happi mood.but i wun let it affect much la rite!heex. xP
1 or 2 rather stunning matters took place.n i was stunned...duh. x))accepted it but dun reali noe hw n wad to react.oh well.blehx!!!m i being nt so nice...? x
tis 2 days...kinda managed to communicate.hav nt had tis kind of "peaceful" talk.its juz like back to e old old past when everything was nice n simple...perhaps things shld nt b changed n remain it is nw den everything will stil b nice n simple...?or smth beta will come out of it?stil can?hmmmmm...
11/11/2005 10:46:00 PM
cld nt slp.so here i m tryin to do smth(which is to blog).
o level cl was done!yupp.felt it was okae but shld b dun hav a1.oh well...shall wait n see. x)
had fun ytd aft e paper!was quite sian initially but ltr wen to watch movie.veri funni!laughed alot! =D all of us got a little teary though.n our "woman of steel" shed tears?hohoho!
i kip havin tis veri weird feelin goin on in me.it makes me feel so damn unreal.i duno hw i begin to feel lidat.everything seems so dreamy.m i lettin myself "loose" mentally so i feel tis way?or y?hav been ponderin for quite awhile u noe. =X will continue to search for my ans.i believe i will find it...rite?
she seems to hav mani prob n i reali hope to help her u noe.listen at e veri least.but...nv got e chance to reali tok.haix.perhaps i m a little worried?she's my gd fren can.hmmx...at e same time,i was able to b dere for other few ppl n help dem.i feel happi...!useful too?it feels great to noe tat u can b of some help to ppl arnd u tat u care abt. xD
me.wad's wrong wif me.u.wad's wrong wif u?u said all e stuff.but nw,e actions n words of yours dun tally u noe.wad's wif u?it has alw been lidat.i duno.damn.considerin e amnt of time spent,actually dere was no deep understandin?wad can i say...its like...useless,saddening,regretful,disappointing,unhappi...see...all e negative words.it is serious regret!arghx.we stil can b frens rite.so we shld juz kip in contact.dun shun me.pls.i stil wan a fren u noe.it will stil b nice to see u.n tok to u...considering i stil hav alot to say...?can give me a chance to say all e things i hav bottled up? Frens: is it so hard for us to be tis way?
its nt tat i dowan to let go.i let go already...but stil a fren...?get out
11/01/2005 08:56:00 AM
[me] vanessa.yeo.yan.ting
[journey began] 25.8.90
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[past] 3 gotcha _ 1/2 extreme _ zps
[passion] rvttrox
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