_fairyland_
6/25/2005 11:18:00 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
realised tat i may be da quiet type at hm...wen no 1 sees me. x) SiLeNce but not peaceful
has been goin out since mon to do hmowrk wif tes,et and aaron.muz thx these ppl for helpin me wif my hmwork.esp et n aaron for 2dae...maths.
shall nt put everything up...everything=sad stuff.
sch reopenin in 3days time.wad's gonna happen.i m afraid to noe.
ppl arnd me havin probs.sad stuff...cant help.feel bad.sori.
tis is a sian diaox n3.juz smth....END
_fairyland_
6/23/2005 09:36:00 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
I wan e old me back.I hav seriously fallen to e bottom.i nid to get out.i want to get out.i dun wanna let myself dwn.i dun wanna let ppl dwn.i dun wanna gif up.i cant gif up.i muz buck up.
Aft tinkin sooo much,I noe e prob.i reali do-its me.i kip tellin myself I nid wake up n do smth.I can do it!reali...but y is it all tok n no do???I m veri veri upset wif myself.wad muz I do?wad can I do?wad’s wrong?sum1 tell me?xplain?y cant I do it on my own?wad went wrong during these few years?what did I do wrong?wad?why?where?
***constantly haunting me***
_fairyland_
6/20/2005 09:36:00 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
harlo!i m in taiwan.nw is free time til 10pm den i din wanna shop coz i bought many things ytd n i m goin broke. xD well...hw everything in s'pore?hehe.things r fun here. =D muz update me kkx....if nt i will b lao kok kok soon.LOLX.oh ya...i m hua chi nw~ dere's tis cute guy who took pic wif me n val.LOLX.i sound sooo stooopid. xP okae....i shall sign off nw.hehe.buaix ppl...
_fairyland_
6/13/2005 09:30:00 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
the time now is about 3pm in the afternoon of 9th june.i will be officially out of singapore in about 17 hours time. xD
i am flying to taiwan with a few cca peeps and other peeps from sec2 and sec3.hope that the taiwan trip will be a fun and meaningful one. =D and hopefully,i will cast those unhappy things aside and go all out and play.i want to shop and buy lots of stuff...hehe.hmmx...and dear tessa had told me what stuff to look out for her.lolx.quan3 bao1 zai4 wo3 shen1 shang4. ;D
hmmx...i will be gone for 8 days.will be back on the 17th.and i will tell u ppl who visit miiii blog the happenings at taiwan.hehe. =D oh ya...i will miss u guys.tink of me too.kkx?take care too horx. x)
--stay tuned ppl--
_fairyland_
6/09/2005 02:45:00 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
perhaps its time i write an entry...as mentioned in my tag board,i typed a long entry a few days ago but i pressed the wrong button and everything's gone.fine.cld nt bother to retype tat nite. x) k...so nw i m finally writin.
hmm...wad can i sae...ytd was tues.went to sch in the morning to practise dance item for the taiwan trip.tink we will screw it up.[sry guys] x( aft tat wen to orchard with valerie and wen ling.we walked and walked and walked...bought a shirt wif val.the words on e shirt was kinda ap.hehe. xD gonna wear tat in taiwan!lolx.
went online last nite.den i began to feel sad...a while later,a tear dropped on my cheek.ahhh...wad the hell did i cry for???!!!i duno.i reali din noe why.ppl were askin me why but i reali cld nt find the reason and tell them.haix.i shld nt hav told dem tat i was cryin n bother dem n make dem worry for me...rite?i was selfish.i m a selfish pig.okae...den i decided to go offline.there was no pt continue stayin online... x(
sad nite
2dae stayed hm whole day...m called in the early aftnn.told me smth.i cried immediately wen she told me tat news.i did nt speak at all during tat phone call.i was cryin in slient.i hung up wifout sayin "bye"...i cried even more aft i hung up the phone.i cant believe it...i hav fallen right down to the bottom.i see nth but onli darkness.i m all by myself.i reali wanna get out of here.but i duno hw to get out.i cant find my way out.
i reali wanna b strong.sry.
_fairyland_
6/08/2005 08:42:00 PM
